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Friday 6 April 2012

this is not a love letter =='

assalamualaikum pembuka bicara wahai sahabat2ku sekalian :)

seperti tajuk yg sudah terang lagi bersuluh seperti di atas,
this entry is not a love letter.
bahkan, it is not even a LETTER..
haha..


this is just an entry about how dissapointed i am.. =='
what am i dissapointed about?? who mkes me feel so?
haaaa.....
this a story about how care my abah towards me :)


well yeahh...
it had been such a long time tht i've planned to hang out wif ma mmber.
n ya, they are hilman, harraz n nabil insya'Allah..
byk kali sgt dh ckp kat abah.
" nnt kin nak kluar ngn dorg..babah boleh tlg hntar kan??
pegi KLCC.. ini je permintaan kin yg paaaling besar! "


sadly, 
hilman keje dan takleh nk amek cuti wktu hari minggu.
haaaaa.....di sinilah bermulanya titik kekecewaan aku yg pertama =.=
sebab aku boleh agak dah, msti abah susah nk hntar..
nk pegi sndiri pun tak reti. yg reti pun pegi midvalley je lah.
then try pujuk hilman ajak pegi midv. oke, dia kata jauh sgt..
titik kekecewaan yang kedua!!!!


lpas tu..lpas tu..
aku tak mengalah, cbe gak pujuk abah suruh hntar..
tp die takmau! T_T
suruh bodek dorg pegi alamanda la..dekat sikit.
but that is the problem is!
aku sendiri pun dh naik muak ngan tempat tu smpai nk muntah hijau!
dh la penah keje kat situ, rmai kot yg knal aku! (taktau kalo aku prasan sndiri kan?)


so skarang ne aku taktau nak buat ape dah.
it is such a dissapointment.
n i am speechless.

ouh ya,
before that,
minggu lepas atie ade ajak aku kluar..
wktu hujung minggu lah.
aku excited gile sampai bgun2 tido segar terus! hahaha..
but once again, dikecewakan =='
abah tak sehat sgt kot...
lgipun abah bg mcm2 alasan..
taktau jalan laa, susah laa, itu la ini la,
tp aku pun sabar je la. 
tahan amarah aku yg dh menggunung gile time tu.
sabar..sbb aku nk save menyusahkan abah ntuk skali ne.
utk hang out dgn geng aku.

ttbe mcm takde harapan je lagi..
then i am speechless once again =.=
hahaa...


lupe pulak,
part yg aku ckp "this a story about how care my abah towards me"
mcm takde kaitan je kan??
mcm mmg takde je aku rase :) haahahahaha
oke, honestly, ne alasan yg abah bg la.
bile aku ckp nk pegi sendiri.
even nk pegi midv.
abah says "ish..mane bleh nk bg kin pegi sorg2..brani ke? nnt sesat sorg2 pulak.."
so, tht is the part when i say "how care my abah towards me"


maka, that is the end of my story.
sekadar luahan perasaan dari seorang anak perempuan yg bru nak masuk 18 thn.

n yeahh, i do hope Allah will set me up with something even bigger n greater!
i believe in u Ya Allah..
everything happens for a reason right?
may Allah will let me stay in peacefull.. 









p/s: kin tu name gelaran kat rumah! ataupun yg pnjang sket nyer syikin :)

6 comments:

  1. Hey you know father is a person who really protective...They never let us walk alone...He will do da best even sometime he find hard to express his feeling..But he is the one to ask our mother if we had eat or sleep well...You will find it such a priceless gift from GOD to have a father >< hahaha...just my opinion >< ....bout the hanging out...if you guys really mean to be...You guys we'll meet in whatever way...JUST WAIT

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    1. aha, that is sooooo true! trimas nabilah for being there whenever i'm up or down :) *ayat keling sket pn hg pham kan?? hahaha

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  2. nasib hg xdak ego ngan ayah hg.kalau tak mungkin susah. hehe

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  3. ahaha...ego?? misalnye ego mcm mane nabil?? hoho

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  4. erk ! ayh aku pon cmtu gak ! even nk nek bas blek kedah smpai jitra pon dy x cya kt aku lg ! grrr!!!
    abeh ble nk pndai berdikari.. haha *(sbb tu aku slalu perang dunia ngn ayh aku)

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    1. hahaa..ayah2 mmg mcm tu kot timah..tapa. jnji kita tau dia syg kita..keh3

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